sinking
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Last published Wed, Jan 25, 2017
have you ever been in bed, laying there, breathing in and out the toxin we call life. have you ever laid the rep and imagined what life would be like if you weren't so sad, if everything could just be okay? have you ever felt like you were sinking, and theres no way to come back up?
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