louis.

Louis, I just want to say that you never stop smiling, because your smile is my happiness, I know that we do not know each other and I think we'll never do it, I could never go to one of your concerts like several fans, I just know that I love you a lot And the guys, they are the best thing that ah me in my life, without you I do not know what would be my life, I know that you also have problems, that is all they have, I just wanted to tell you not to stop smiling, please You taught me to be strong, to face everything that comes, louis I want to express everything I feel with you, but I know you will not see it, before you came to my life, I was a suicidal girl, I just wanted to die, Received my family abuse, my mother beat me every day, sometimes I fainted because of the blows I received, I received the blows of my brothers, my little sister today is 11 years old and my brother 14, unfortunately I am the oldest, but you know ? That's what I learned a lot, well this is hard to write right now I'm crying, I know you will not see this, fuck louis, I just need a hug, but I'm just a fans, my only dream is to meet you and meet London, I know that I know London because I will fulfill my dreams, I just know that you will not know them, not only I mean liam, niall, harry and you, I also mean zayn, he was also and is part of my life, I do not know if they are alive at the moment, you have saved many lives of fans, we love them for what they are, loiuis never change please, be the boy I met, the boy happy and fun.