The day I lost you.
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sun, Jan 29, 2017
The right person, the wrong time
The right script, the wrong line
The right poem, the wrong rhyme
And a piece of you that was never mine...
A fun loving reckless girl who never thought about anything and didn't care about what people thought of her until she met him. He made her fall for him and left without a reason. She started doubting herself, her self esteem. She thought that maybe she wasn't good enough, maybe her love for him wasn't enough, perhaps that's why he left? She kept feeling like this for years, suddenly, his name didn't make her smile anymore. She was broken inside but then one day someone told her, "flowers grow even after being stepped on, so will you." She thought life was tough but so is she. She took those million pieces of her heart and tapped them back together. She stopped pushing people away because they weren't him. She knew she wouldn't be the same person she was before but she tried, tried to find her true self. The worst thing is when a person breaks your heart, leaves and then comes back to make sure it's not healing. She tries to stay strong, somehow manages to control her feelings and wishes she lost those feelings as fast as she lost him. Read about every feeling a teenager goes through on a journey of finding herself. Would she succeed?
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