illusions and mirage (ON HOLD)
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Last published Mon, Aug 6, 2018
Hopeless...
Weakness...
Lonely...
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She doesn't feel alone although she hasn't got any friends, she has her imaginary friend who grows up with her, whom she feels his existence everywhere...
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She has a dream, many dreams she hopes to achieve.
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She's standing in the dark waiting for the sun to turn around and light up her spot to take her turn in this life..
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WARNING?
THIS STORY INCLUDES SO MUCH DEPRESSION AND SELF-HARM
You'll find a warning note on each chapter that includes this part of the story if you don't like those type of stories or it will affect you please don't read it "SPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED OR FEELING BAD CAUSE OF YOUR LIFE.
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