I FELL INLOVE WITH A GAY
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Ongoing, First published Jan 15, 2017
Mature
I fell inlove with a wrong person

Hes not my ideal guy nor type

Hes not the man of my dreams

Hes cold and Heartless when it comes to me

He hate me....

but... I love him so damn much

Mahal na mahal ko sya...  Ewan ko nga at bakit pinaglaruan kami ng tadhana.. 

Na bakit sa kanya pa? Na bakit sa kanya pa pinana ni kupido ang puso ko?

Sa bilyong bilyong tao sa mundo bakit pa nag Krus ang landas namin.. na kahit ilang beses nya pa ako ipagtabuyan.. 

bumabalik at bumabalik parin ako sa kanya... 

I HATE MYSELF TO LOVING HIM..  I'M BLAME MYSELF TO DOING STUPIDITY TO CAUGHT HIS ATTENTION.. 

Masakit... masakit mahulog sa taong alam mong di ka kaya saluhin.. 

Hes breaking my heart into pieces.. pero kahit anong pilit kong imulat ang sarili ko sa realidad.. na kahit pilitin kong magalit...

Hindi ko maturuan ang puso ko na huwag syang mahalin.. dahil habang patagal ng patagal lumalalim lang ng lumalalim ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.. 

na alam kong masasaktan lang din ako.. na bandang huli ako lang ang talo.. 

alam kong mali ang nararamdaman ko.. dahil simula't sapol palang.. alam kong hanggang One sided love lang ako. at hindi nato le-level up pa.. mahal ko sya.. mahal na mahal..

Pero hindi nya ko mahal... 

Kinasusuklaman nya ako ng husto.. na kahit simpleng paglapit ko lang sa kanya.. ay kinamumuhian na nya ako.. 

minsan nga natatanong ko yung sarili ko kailan ako titigil hahabol at magpapakatanga sa kanya? hanggang kailan ko sya mamahalin? hanggang kailan ko kakayanin ang sakit?  
  

He hate girls

Na kahit alam kong tulad ko lalaki rin ang gusto nya

And yes! HES A GAY

I FELL INLOVE WITH A GAY

    -Francess Dorothy Elfaro Reyes


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