now being a chinese is easier if you are a pure blood chinese but being a half chinese and a half filipino. it's difficult, you keep both the traditions and cultures of the opposite nationalities together.so pano mo gagawin yun kung kulang ang atensyong binibigay sayo at rejection pa ang napapala,this is the story that would make you understand kung gaano kahirap ang maging isang 50 50 pero nandyan pa din si God para tulungan ang mga tulad kong half half makahanap ng lugar dito sa mundo.enjoy guys mwuah and God bless.