Single DAD

Everyone talks about how much it is hard to be a single mother .. But try to stand in my shoes , see how it feels to be a single DAD .

One year before when Lexie told me that she was pregnant . i still remember her face , she had fear and nervousness in her bright eyes. she was playing with her hands and was worried about how i would feel about it .But i leaned forward , lift her up in the air,spun her around in joy and kissed her .i was beyond happy when i heard that I was going to be a DAD . I was going to have a baby .. We were going to have a baby .. We were both so happy that world became even more beautiful.

But i didn't think that she was going to leave my hand half way through our journey .. She had some complications in mid of her pregnancy and Doctor could only save baby ..when doctor told me that lexie was Gone,Forever.my world collapsed on ground. my whole world just fell down before me . before it had even started to build .. create ..! how was i supposed to handle the loss.Suddenly i was all alone ...

But then Doctor brought my Baby to me . she handed her to me .. i was nervous and afraid to hold her . i was afraid of dropping her .. but that doctor taught me how to hold baby and for the first time i felt a small baby's touch .. her eyes was same like her Mom ... she had my nose .. apart from that she was all like her mother , her smile , her lips .. her brown hair color.. That's when i Promised my self that i m gonna raised this child by myself. All of sudden she became my life.My only reason to be .she became my darling.

I know this is going to be hard to raise her alone .. but i will do it as long as i have memories of Lexie with me ...and as long as my dear Baby is with me ..

'' By the way don't you guys think 22 is really early age to be a Dad .. come join Jackson in his journey of one single dad .. will he become good dad .? will he find love again ...? join to know it ..''