No One Is What They Seem

Who would say that my life would have such a turn? Who would think that all the people I care about would be taken away from me? Well I'm sure I didn't know that. I've always thought of myself as a good girl, I've always thought that I've never done something bad, I've been good to this world but instead what I get are bad news and more bad news. The world has forgotten about all I have done for it and yet I get paid in the worst way you could think of. I thought that all the things that happen are because God wants it to be that way; however what is about to happen to me is not an act of God it's an act of pure evil.
In the last year a lot of things have happened. I've done things that I thought I would never do, but I don't regret it, because I've lived the most amazing life I could ever live. I had to leave a lot of things behind, I had to leave a dream I thought I wanted but I realizes that the things I was after were only the emptiness of my soul, they were only a shield protecting me of what I really wanted. However that doesn't matter anymore, cause my life is about to end.
I'm hanging from a beam inside a dark room, there is only one light bulb hanging from the sealing. I can feel my body getting colder, and colder. My legs and arms are starting to get numb. I can see a shadow at the end of the room. Oh no, he is coming back!
"Go away!" I yell as hard as I can, but is only a whisper to my ears. I try to scream again but no sound comes out. This is it. I'm finally going to die.