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I just noticed how miserable I am. -.-

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Just a simple little thing about me and my 'past' life. 
Today I noticed just how depressing and lame my life has been recently.
Of course, I wrote about it.
Just a one chapter thing.All Rights Reserved

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The Pastor Daughter

You think just because my father is a pastor I should be perfect or my life should be great. No it's the total opposite. I was abused and raped by my father. My father is an alcoholic. Every night he goes to the bar and drink. My life is not perfect. I have become a prostitute but everyone only knows me by the pastor's daughter. I was judged, beaten, hated by so many felt unloved until I met a man named john. I didn't want to trust him since he's also a pastor .I tried to push him away but he refuse to leave me. My name is Nelly and this is my story.