Change My Life
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Last published Sun, Feb 12, 2017
Amelia Carter
At the age of 15, I experienced something no individual should have experienced during their pre teen years, or ever really.
I've spent years blocking out that period of my life. I've become immune to crying and feeling sorry for myself.
My life is so fucked up. They judge me but would they judge me if they knew the reasons behind my tough act?
Believe me, I want to change my life. Turn over a new leaf. But it's too hard to change something thats in my DNA.
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A/N:
This is my first published book, please keep reading and give it a chance, I can't promise it won't be a cliche book but I'll do my best to make it a good book worth reading :')
♡ m
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