Hopeless- A Trillie fanfiction
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"Is there no way to get out of the mind?"
This is a Trillie fanfiction set in the year 1990. It might reach up to the Dookie era, or maybe the Nimrod era. Please vote and comment!
Trigger warning: self harm, depression, drug use, violence, strong language, child sexual abuse, homosexual intercourse.
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