When 24 year old Alexandra Schneider moved from Berlin to London to live her dream and become a writer, she expected her dreams to come true. But when she ends up as an assistant for a newspaper she realises that dreams not always come true. Now, five years later, she still works in that office and never got the chance to publish a single article or story and she sees her dream fading away. On the edge of giving up, she finally sees a light at the end of the tunnel. A small, subtle one, but a light. And it all starts with that one interview. *trigger warning: a lot of talk about mental health, abuse and drug use. No explicit sex scenes, but talk about sex* *This is my first novel in English, so I would love it, if you could give me some feedback*