Heavens List
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My name's Sasha, but of course, you don't know me. No one does, no one that's alive at least, not the real me. I only own my soul, not the body I possess. But tomorrow is the day I gain a new personality, new emotions, and new physical traits. I was originally born in 1983, and I died in early 2001. Just shy of turning 18 on March the second, by a month to be exact. People who die before the age of 18 are sent to 'heaven' to get a fresh start, but in the first month we are on earth we have to prove ourselves. After that, we forget all previous memories and we can live again.
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