This is a story about a strong, sweet, brave, gentle yet depressed girl's life. She goes through happy and tough times. Yeah, its life. But why would life not stop testing Bella? Why should she always be in some kind of emotional pain all the time? She's afraid of her past, of what she used to be just a year ago. She's afraid to be the same person she was in her past. For other people, this might be a really small thing but for her its too much. Too much of everything and she is nothing. She knows she doesn't deserve to be loved. That she deserves nothing but to be treated like trash....... But will Caleb be able to change that?