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Lost love

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Do you believe in happy endings? I don't. I had a perfect life, caring parents, a family that loved me. I could've had a happy life with friends, family and love, but of course I didn't got to keep that. When I was 6 something terrible happened to me. There was a fire. I survived but my parents wasn't as lucky. I don't know what started the fire or if I had any siblings. I don't remember. All I remember is pain, loss and screams. Now I'm here, 10 years later, with cuts on my wrists and a broken heart. I'm alone, I have nothing to live for, or wait maybe one thing, I have Justin. But sometimes, a good friend isn't enough. I'm sorry if I'm leaving you wondering what happened to me, the girl with cuts on her wrist and a broken heart. All I can tell is that I didn't got a happy ending. My name is Selena Marie Gomez and this is the story about how I lost, how I lived and how I died.

yes hello it's future me! just thought I'd mention that there's a trigger warning on this for selfharm, death etc so please don't read if easily triggered! also as it looks rn I won't be updating this story for different reasons but we'll see what the future might bring hahaTous Droits Réservés

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7 Things~ *Short Story*, écrit par bri6396

Okay, So you might be wondering and a bit confused on who I am; Well, let me answer that. My name is Selena and the whole idea of my life right now is to get over a really bad break up with my ex that i'm still madly in love with; Justin Bieber. I know, it's a little bit of a long shot, but I have to do it. I have to do it for my own sanity. I am 20 years old and he is only 18. You might be thinking, “what the fuck were you thinking?” But I couldn't help it. We didn't do anything until he was eighteen so it was perfectly legal. We were together for a total of a year and nine months. Almost two years. But things were too crazy for the two of us and I couldn't take it. Along with several reasons: He was too vain. He was always playing with my heart. He was way too insecure and too scared of losing me. He was almost never with me and he was always with other people. He made me sad at times because he was never around but then when he was, I was always happy. Whenever he was with his non-famous friends, he always treated me like shit. And the worst part about it all; he still has my heart. I've had a lot of time to think of this and I've decided that sharing only the things I hate about him wasn't fair. The seven things I love about him is his body. I loved his personality. I loved his car. I loved the way he kissed me. I loved how one minute I could be almost in tears and the next, I could be laughing because he would make me laugh. I loved just being with him because he always made me feel okay. Like everything was going to be okay. I loved and still love the way that he loved me and the way that I still love him. As much as I hate to admit it, He will always have a piece of my heart that I will never get back; I will always love him. There was no denying it. But if I could get it to the point where it didn't feel like there was a huge fucking hole in my abdomen and heart, I would be able to live again. This is my story. Are you in to listen?

My Missing Puzzle Piece, écrit par enchantingkisses

Arielle Summers knew she can't hold all of her pain inside forever. The scars and cuts on her arm seemed like they would never heal. She knows cutting herself doesn't heal her problems but it helps her cope- or that's what she thinks. Her father is a nightmare, her mother is practically invisible and her brother is on the verge of running away. Not like her family has to be perfect, who's family isn't? She's been depressed for almost 3 years and it just seems like day by day, she gets deeper and deeper into a black hole- planning to never come out, never going to see that bright sun ever again. When will she ever be happy? She practically gets teased every day by the people in her high school- specially the boy she's hated since grade school- Justin Bieber. Him and his friends would tease her and make fun of her and it's the last thing she needed. Little did she know, they made a huge bet on her. All of a sudden, she notices he's all over her and she gets confused. When they get partnered up for a project, they have to spend time together and she ends up falling for him- but does he fall for her back? Was he really her missing puzzle piece to survive her life and get back to being happy? (This was written 8 years ago. I decided to post it here from JBFF) MY MISSING PUZZLE PIECE WARNINGS: GRAPHIC CONTENT, PHYSICAL ABUSE, SELF HARMING WHICH CAN BE TRIGGERING TO INDIVIDUALS *** Call 1-800-273-8255 for National Suicide Hotline Prevention Available 24 hours everyday OR chat at https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/ ***

Jemily or just Emily?, écrit par faithforgottenland13

⚠️PLEASE READ⚠️ PSA: I was in 8th grade when I wrote this and I believe it is very poorly done. Go ahead and read. I don't have the patience to rewrite. I have heard from several comments that it is funny so that is something to look forward to. MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS: I know there are several mentions etc of self harm. I believe there is also mention of sexual assault and the R word. There may also be mentions of EDs but I don't recall as I haven't read this story in years. I'm sorry, I fr don't know why I wrote such wild triggering stuff then let a bunch of other people read it. Also, the way I write the characters in this is pretty unrealistic. I just didn't understand the depth of people in 8th grade and I def didn't know how to write it. --- Emily realizes she has feelings for JJ, but does JJ Love her back? Prentiss is surrounded by profilers, who's going to figure out her secret? What happens during the journey of love? Will there even be love? Why does this sound like a description for an episode story from the app Episode? *MATURE AUDIENCE PLEASE* *GRAPHIC* *SEXUAL AKA SEX* *SELF HARM SO BE MATURE PLEASE*

The Dark Side Of Me(Jacksepticeye X Reader), écrit par Emiplier_5

Kinda a fanfic. I don't know. But enjoy! *WARNING THIS IS VERY DEEP AND EMOTIONAL AT SOME PARTS BE PREPARED FOR THAT THIS SERIES WILL GET DARKER AND LIGHTER AT SOME POINTS TOO* This also is NOT based on my experience. I just got inspired and decided to write this. Please be mindful that there is some mature things in this and that this is very sad. Anyways, hope you enjoy. Let's get this straight, I am not girly. My life had been a river. It never stops flowing. But I want it to stop. Others may have the those rough days, not me. I am the shy, unpopular girl at my college. The popular girls or the bitches always pick on me. They bully me and always hurt me emotionally and physically. My parents aren't proud of what my dream job is. And the stress from everything always gets to me and...I'm alone. All this pain is hurting me. The only way to cure it is to...hurt myself. I suffer from depression and anxiety, and take pills to help which they don't do shit on me. When this happens, I turn myself to youtube. I love youtube ever since it came out. I love gamers, especially Jacksepticeye. I just don't know what it is about him that I like. There's too many things I like about him. When he actually comes into my life, everything changes. He changed me and I think I changed him. Could this be love? Or could this be a mistake?

The New Girl (A Jelena Story), écrit par fiftyshadesofjug

Selena is 16 years old and she lives in a small town in Texas. She gets abused by her dad daily. It all began when Selena was 11. Her mom and her was driving back from the grocery store on a rainy day. It was thundering outside. When all of a sudden, her mom lost control over the car. They started to crash when Selena felt arms around her. Her mom died saving her. Her dad blamed her for her moms death and abused her ever since. Everyday, it became worse and worse. Selena believed no one loves her except for two people. Her boyfriend Harry and her aunt Maria. All came crashing down unexpectedly when she caught her best friend, Lacy hooking up with Harry. They broke up. Harry tries to get Selena back but it couldn't work. Selena is too afraid she will get her heartbroken again. "This time will be different" he said. Selena couldn't believe a thing. She couldn't fall back for him. She will get hurt again. One day, Selena packs all her things leaving behind her abusive dad and ex-boyfriend who she used to love. She brought all her money she had from babysitting, shoveling, etc. she takes her savings and leaves with her aunt Maria to start a new life in California withThe only person who she believed only loves her. They plan on making a resturaunt there to make money and on the first day on the job, Selena meets a guy she instantly falls for. Justin. Justin is 17 years old and lives in California. He is single and is looking for the right girl. Everyone wants him. But he's waiting for the perfect girl. One day when he goes to a new resturaunt he meets Selena. He instantly falls in love with her. Will justin learn about Selena's past? Will they date?

Love over contract, écrit par writer575_

***Completed*** *Mature Content Warning* TW: Car accident, Depression, sexual content His touch made me shiver as I couldn't take my eyes off of his, trailing down at his lips. We were so close again. Closer than anytime before. „I-.",I started to stop anything we both were going to regret. „Shhh. Don't say anything",he said against my lips as our nosetips brushed agains each other. „Have you found your dresses?",he asked as his thumb brushed over my lips making me weak in my knees. I nodded softly looking at his eyes wich were attached to my lips. „I can't wait to see you in them",he whispered against my lips before placing soft kisses on the edge of them. I closed my eyes breathed out loud in pleasure. His teasing wasn't as useful as he thought. My patience won. „Your patience is kiling me","The contract",I whispered."Fuck that contract"he bursted and pulled me closer by the waist before pressing his lips on mine. ---------------------------- Delana Celine Harvey a 18 year old girl, faces the hart consequences of losing her supporting and loving family due to a car accident. After moving from family member to family member she decided to stay with her oldest Aunt and her family. Her expectations of living with them and going into medical school shattered after she found out that her Aunt and Uncle had planned an arranged marriage for her, with the 25 year old billionaire's son Blaine Ace, promising that he would take good care of her. He was a well known men, a typical men that got chased by women because of his attractive looks and money. He is like everyone else would imagine arrogant and self centered. The fact that both were forces into the marriage made it hart for the two completely different personalities to get along. Her calmness and self control drives him crazy, but also wakes his interest in her.

Her Rockstar (gxg), écrit par summerbratz

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Mother To My Sister, écrit par addictToWords

I could see the hurt in his eyes. What am I about to do? "Okay listen. I'll meet your kids. If I can handle them. And they like me. Then I'll consider it. If my daughter likes you. Then we can have this thing. But I don't want divorce. It will break my daughter if she gets attached to you guys! You can meet Sophie tomorrow. At 4," I literally can't believe I said that. And from the expression on his face I can tell he didn't either. "Deal. You can meet mine day after. Same time?" He asks. I smile and nod. "Just so you know I want kids. And I want them with you. If your thinking why? Because you will be the mother to my other kids. Why not actually have my own. With my kids mom?" My mouth is open. Did he really just say that? ***** Selena was your normal 15 year old girl. Happy that her mother was pregnant. Happy with her loving father and sister; Samanthaz Her best friend; Clair. She was, Happy with life. But suddenly her mum and sister are in an accident. Leading to her mothers death. She has her father who blames it on the little new born Sophie. Heart broken Selena refused to leave Sophie. Keeping her in a care home till she's 18. As she turns 18 she meets Eric. Eric is your typical bachelor. His dad died a few years back give Eric the companies. When his mother died just a couple months ago. He can feel his family breaking apart. A little sister; Ella, who needs a mother figure and 2 little twins; Mercury and Marcus, who need a mother too. His bestfriend Noah; also Selena's stepbrother, sets them up for s date. They make a deal. But with this deal will there be true love? Or will they keep it as a deal? Read and find out!

Why Fall For Him, écrit par jelenastoryswagjbsg

Justin was abused as a kid. Now he's 23, and engaged to his girlfriend of six years, Selena. She is twenty four years old. Justin has constant mood swings. One minute he can be a complete gentleman and the next and he can be abusive and Selena's worst nightmare. He's tried to control his anger before, but no amount of effort he puts into bettering himself works. Selena is tired of the pain. She's tired of being with him. But most of all, she tired of being in love with her abuser. She's tired of being cheated on. Once she tells Justin she's pregnant, he breaks down in tears. He apologies a thousand times for hurting her all these years. She isn't convinced and his apology is thrown out of the window. She had to leave; she is sure of this. She can't think of herself anymore; she has think of her baby. "I'll change, for you." He promised time after time. She believes him. But, trusting him is what got her into this position in the first place and she knows she has to follow her heart and leave Justin behind. The only person she could turn to was her best friend of ten years, George. Would she leave? Or would she stay, and risk being abused, once again? She's wants to leave and never look back, but what about Justin? She loved him and perhaps she still does. She's tried convincing herself she won't fall for his games anymore. But would make this time any different? She's fallen every time...she thought he could change..maybe he could-maybe he couldn't. Anyone can change there ways but does he have it in him to change hisself? When Selena leaves, someone walks back into his life and has the power to screw everything over again. Why should she trust him? A lier. He's manipulative, captivating, weak, and cannot be trusted. Why fall for him all over again? Why fall for his lies and his manipulative ways? Why love him? Why care for him when he's hurt her so badly.

It just... happened? (boyxboy), écrit par leaa4500

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7 Things~ Short Story

Okay, So you might be wondering and a bit confused on who I am; Well, let me answer that. My name is Selena and the whole idea of my life right now is to get over a really bad break up with my ex that i'm still madly in love with; Justin Bieber. I know, it's a little bit of a long shot, but I have to do it. I have to do it for my own sanity. I am 20 years old and he is only 18. You might be thinking, “what the fuck were you thinking?” But I couldn't help it. We didn't do anything until he was eighteen so it was perfectly legal. We were together for a total of a year and nine months. Almost two years. But things were too crazy for the two of us and I couldn't take it. Along with several reasons: He was too vain. He was always playing with my heart. He was way too insecure and too scared of losing me. He was almost never with me and he was always with other people. He made me sad at times because he was never around but then when he was, I was always happy. Whenever he was with his non-famous friends, he always treated me like shit. And the worst part about it all; he still has my heart. I've had a lot of time to think of this and I've decided that sharing only the things I hate about him wasn't fair. The seven things I love about him is his body. I loved his personality. I loved his car. I loved the way he kissed me. I loved how one minute I could be almost in tears and the next, I could be laughing because he would make me laugh. I loved just being with him because he always made me feel okay. Like everything was going to be okay. I loved and still love the way that he loved me and the way that I still love him. As much as I hate to admit it, He will always have a piece of my heart that I will never get back; I will always love him. There was no denying it. But if I could get it to the point where it didn't feel like there was a huge fucking hole in my abdomen and heart, I would be able to live again. This is my story. Are you in to listen?