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Em andamento, Primeira publicação em nov 07, 2013
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Do you believe in happy endings? I don't. I had a perfect life, caring parents, a family that loved me. I could've had a happy life with friends, family and love, but of course I didn't got to keep that. When I was 6 something terrible happened to me. There was a fire. I survived but my parents wasn't as lucky. I don't know what started the fire or if I had any siblings. I don't remember. All I remember is pain, loss and screams. Now I'm here, 10 years later, with cuts on my wrists and a broken heart. I'm alone, I have nothing to live for, or wait maybe one thing, I have Justin. But sometimes, a good friend isn't enough. I'm sorry if I'm leaving you wondering what happened to me, the girl with cuts on her wrist and a broken heart. All I can tell is that I didn't got a happy ending. My name is Selena Marie Gomez and this is the story about how I lost, how I lived and how I died.

yes hello it's future me! just thought I'd mention that there's a trigger warning on this for selfharm, death etc so please don't read if easily triggered! also as it looks rn I won't be updating this story for different reasons but we'll see what the future might bring haha
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Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it! And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks. I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High. I am so unbelievably fucked. ----- 17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it. That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead. *WARNING*: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!! Started: January 21st 2020

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