The Definition of Insanity

"Insanity: The process of doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result." - Albert Einstein.

Everyday I go through the same shit, thinking tomorrow will be different. I believe that one day, I'll wake up and suddenly love myself, love my life, and be the owner of a multi-million dollar company regarding architecture.

It,
Won't,
Happen.

I won't wake up one day and love myself. Love my life. Own a multi-million dollar company. It won't happen... UNLESS I FUCKING PUSH MYSELF.

Unless I get off my ass. Unless I clean my damn room and sleep at a decent hour so I can wake up early to start my day. Unless I push myself to follow through with what I said I was going to do. Unless I move my life forward to finally achieve goals I've never thought I'd achieve.

Unless I STOP FALLING INTO INSANITY.

My name is Rachel, and this is my journal where I'll be taking you through each day of me changing my life. I want you to follow me through my venture because I know it'll give me motivation to go through with this. I'm just so sick of being sick. I'm ready to make my life better.