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If I Lose Myself

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Reads 624
Votes 69
Parts 13
Time 3h 8m

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anxiety bestfriend dare depression enemy fiction fight heart humor kiss love music school secrets soccer teen wattys2017

Andi's whole life has always revolves around soccer she has always pushed to be the best on the team. She's a very confident girl; a dare devil that will take any challenge thrown at her and will put you in your place if threatened. She has never been the one to drool over guys- mostly because she sees herself as a guy- but does that all change when the towns bad boy returns? *cliche I know but stay with me* What does she do when she's faced with someone just like her? Will she give up or stand her ground? *Okay this has literally been the cheesiest summary I've ever written. I'm kinda disappointed in myself.*All Rights Reserved

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Andilynn by DanixllxHuntxr

🍧~ Welcome to Cricket, a small town in the middle of a desert, where everyone knew each other and no one had to worry about locking their doors at night. Every day here was the same, and Andilynn was getting bored of it. Meet Andilynn, a sixteen year old red-headed weirdo who now lived here because she technically killed her mom. It was an accident of course...Andilynn is a sweetheart. It's just she was born with Schizophrenia, a mental sickness that causes her to hear voices, have hallucinations, and fun things like that. Cricket was boring, and she wanted to leave, but when she tried, everything would go black, and the day would restart. Yes, restart. The first time the day had restarted, Andie woke up in her bedroom. She ran downstairs, nearly tripping over her own feet. Belle, Andie's grandmother greeted, "Happy Friday, dear." "Friday? N-n-n-n-no, we've already been through Friday." "Thursday was yesterday, dear." "But I-I just woke up on a Friday morning, like two hours ago." "Andie, we've talked to you about skipping taking your pills." And then the hallucinations would get worse. They were so realistic Andie could never tell reality apart from illusion. Andie thought leaving town would set her free from her past, sleeping with her friend's boyfriend, getting arrested, fighting with her dad. She had to find a way, but for some reason, life didn't want her to leave.

Chased by Life and Death by Lillian2Gwen

"She is a monster.", they said. Well, they are not wrong. I'm not a normal monster like the others from the nightmares. Whenever I go, I spread death and happiness. Weird huh? Most girls at my age have girlfriends and boyfriends, well not me. I hate everyone and I think they hate me back. Anyway, for now I had been sent to attend to this school but I have to help to some small things If I'm not destructive by my roommates and actually teammates. If they found out about my dark past, will they stay by my side or they will fear me like the others? Whatever they decide I will protect them from everyone. Especially from myself. *TW, violence, drugs, sexual content, reverse harem*

High For Him by CagedinLimbo

"Breathtakingly beautiful."he whispers against my ear. I can hear the anticipation in his voice. His lips crash up against mine, this being my first kiss I just stay their without movement. He gently tugs at my bottom lip and I gasp. His tongue takes that as a chance and it slides into my mouth, he tastes like peppermint. His tongue moves gracefully, my body takes over and it begins to rock against his chest making Kane groan like a beast. "Yes mama rock for me." he growls into my mouth and I obey his commands. ◊ • ◊ • ◊ Obstacles and mountains were crossed by them, but there will always be another problem to solve, Because if not this would not be reality. ѕнє ωαѕи'т αωαяє вυт ѕнє ωαѕ αℓωαуѕ, h̾i̾g̾h̾ fσя нιм. ◊ • ◊ • ◊ тнєу ωєяє вσтн вяσкєи. ѕσ тнєу ℓєт тнє h̾i̾g̾h̾ ¢σиѕυмє тнєм. ◊ • ◊ • ◊ ⚠️This book contains: Sexual scenes, and harsh language. Ranks: #1-spicy 8/4/18 #2- reality 8/3/18 #2- mama 7/26/18 #6-thick 8/4/18 All Rights Reserved to CagedinLimbo. Please do not take any of my ideas. All events in this book came from my imagination. Thank you!

I Choose You | ✓ by darlingkarlee

❝ I should've listened to my heart. No matter how hard I've tried to push you away, everything leads back to you. My thoughts, the way my heart flutters rapidly and the emotions I feel when you're around. Everything. What I'm trying to say is...I choose you. ❞ ***** Sophie Wilkins is the shy, nerdy girl that no one really notices in the back of the class. She only talks to one person at Oakleaf High, her best and only friend, Bree Laurel. On one of the last nights of summer break, Sophie is forced to go to a high school party by Bree. She thinks this is just another one of many awful high school parties that's hosted by one of the football jocks at her school, but this party doesn't turn out to be "another typical high school party." While at the party, she catches the eyes of Andrew Dalton, the high school quarterback and most notorious player. Andrew, who's never lost, is dared to make Sophie fall in love with him, but there's one problem. Sophie has promised herself that she will never date any of the guys at Oakleaf High because they all have arrogant personalities that she just can't handle. Although she's successfully managed to keep a low profile her entire high school life, she suddenly starts to find herself constantly being brought into situations with Andrew. Will Sophie be able to keep the promise she made to herself? Or will she fall for the player's charms? Will Andrew be able to win the heart of Sophie Wilkins without giving Sophie his? What will happen when Sophie learns it all started with a dare? Started 6/4/18 Completed 9/28/18 #72 in coming of age #9 in undiscoveredgems #2 in dare #4 in teen

When The Sun Goes Down by itsdanyka

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Golden Boy by ExpressCookies

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Becoming Badass by awkwardtbh

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Bully + Nerd = Love by NutellahQueen

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