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If I Lose Myself

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Reads 624
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Parts 13
Time 3h 8m

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anxiety bestfriend dare depression enemy fiction fight heart humor kiss love music school secrets soccer teen wattys2017

Andi's whole life has always revolves around soccer she has always pushed to be the best on the team. She's a very confident girl; a dare devil that will take any challenge thrown at her and will put you in your place if threatened. She has never been the one to drool over guys- mostly because she sees herself as a guy- but does that all change when the towns bad boy returns? *cliche I know but stay with me* What does she do when she's faced with someone just like her? Will she give up or stand her ground? *Okay this has literally been the cheesiest summary I've ever written. I'm kinda disappointed in myself.*All Rights Reserved

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