If I Lose Myself
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Andi's whole life has always revolves around soccer she has always pushed to be the best on the team. She's a very confident girl; a dare devil that will take any challenge thrown at her and will put you in your place if threatened. She has never been the one to drool over guys- mostly because she sees herself as a guy- but does that all change when the towns bad boy returns? *cliche I know but stay with me* What does she do when she's faced with someone just like her? Will she give up or stand her ground? *Okay this has literally been the cheesiest summary I've ever written. I'm kinda disappointed in myself.*
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