Secrets Hidden in Silence | 🔛

I don't know why I keep helping him this way when he doesn't give me anything that I want in return. I'm not totally his, but I'm nobody else's either. And I don't want to be. So I stick with what he gives me, because it's better than nothing. I rather have a night a week than never feel him in my arms again.
He says I'm his salvation, but I feel like his darkest secret.
I have everything I could possibly want, except the only thing I really need - him.