My life and its story

this is a story about my life. i am questioning wether i want to ne a boy or a girl and their are thoughts i wish would just leave my brain for good, so i can live a normal life. there are so many things i need to write about in this just to let these feelings pour out of my soul and to neber come back. i hope someone out their can understand some of the things that are going to be in this book because i dont want to be the only one who thinks these things