The Lone Wolf

I was a Rogue. I was an Outsider. I was running from my mistake, and my thoughts haunted me, the words oozed and they hurt, but I could handle it. What I couldn't handle was the thoughts that reminded me of what I did, the thoughts that picked at my heart. "How could you do this Ashlyn? How could you do this to your own pack?",my thoughts stretched past the horizon, never ending. But I knew, I couldn't go back, not after all they've done to me. But I still felt like I was betraying them by running away, going rogue.

I couldn't turn to anyone, not even my mate. Who I have found, but in the arms of another. In the arms of my closest friend...

I have no idea how I let things get this bad, I blame myself. I just have to keep running. Despite my heart pulling me to go back to my home, I couldn't torture myself like that. I just have to keep running..