When You Let Go
- Reads 186
- Votes 5
- Parts 1
MatureOngoing5m
Last published Sat, Jul 15, 2017
Trigger Warning
Remus does not like being a werewolf. Of that, he is certain.
He hates the sleepless nights that precede a full moon, the anxiety that he'll hurt something.
He hates that he has no future, that when people find out, they can't even look at him.
But he is glad of one thing - the scars.
Well, actually, no. He hates those too. They maul his body, making him look even more like the monster he is.
But when you have so many scars already - and a reason for them - he's noticed that people don't see the other scars as any different.
The ones he carves into himself with his wand at three in the morning, when everyone else is asleep.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Therapy is for the weak..
Regulus was a small boy, he didn't understand that what he's felt from a young age was not normal. He lived his life in complete fear for his mother and father he didn't know what he was feeling, was anxiety or depression, because he was so shelfted from the world, he should thank his parents. Right?.. that was until Sirius ran away, regulus knew how it felt to feel nothing to want everything to stop. But he didn't stop. He kept going pushing his body though un-thinkable torture to make sure he was the top of his class, to make his parents proud, something Sirius could never do. But all of his natural talent was wasted.. he was smart but he didn't know how to live.. until he couldn't any longer.. we're going to start this book the evening of the attempt..
Fire Starter ~(Completed)
They say that a lack of control is the start of most problems. Well, a childhood fear of the dark isn't so compliicated, all you need for that is a wand or a lighter. It's a pity that they won't solve the rest of my issues... // Trigger warnings: Self harm, burning, death, some gay shit (but if you're on Wattpad you kind of have to be ok with that but, you know, just in case, there are still some crazies out there) Obviously, I can take no credits for any of the beautiful characters that our lord and saviour (not Deliah Smith) Queen JK has created, so obviously all credit goes to her, I just made up a plotComplete
Wolfstar || Everything but straight
When Sirius Black, who changes girls like underwear (so shockingly, quite often), finally finds himself a long-term girlfriend, everyone in Hogwarts thinks he must be the happiest man alive. But he isn't. Maggie isn't his soulmate, and while he likes her, he still lacks something, or someone, special. And so does Remus Lupin, who (as always) seems to be the only person in Hogwarts to notice that something's up. Maybe it's just that he doesn't like Maggie or her dick jokes and thinks that only he can be enough for Black. Maybe... but Lupin isn't going to rest until he and Sirius go out together at least once.Complete
Some Day | Wolfstar
Maybe if Sirius Black wished for it hard enough, Remus Lupin would be his. If only his family wasn't caught up in an old rivalry resurfacing... (Marauders era Hogwarts reimagined with no Voldy cause... no one wants Voldy messing with the boys - I just want them to have the happy ending they deserve) WARNING : GRAPHIC VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM AND MENTIONS OF SUICIDAL TENDENCIES. If you're going through tough times, or fighting depression or a similar mental disorder, please be safe ♡ Highest ranking : #2 in wolfstarComplete
Purveyors of Aids to Magical Mischief-Makers
But Sirius still had a problem. He always wanted to touch Remus. Just any sort of physical contact. When Remus was laying in bed, Sirius wanted to crawl in too; every time Sirius sat next to Remus, he had to constantly remind himself not to run his hand over Remus' thigh; Sirius wished he could slip his cold hands under Remus' thick sweater and finger every scar that littered Remus' pale skin; Sirius wanted to caress every part of Remus' face as if he could memorize it by touch; and Sirius really wanted to know what the soft skin on Remus' neck felt like under his lips, Sirius wondered if Remus was as susceptible to love bites as he was. But even though Sirius wanted all of these things, he didn't try to take them. complete :) Please note that I do not own ANY of the characters in this story. Thanks for reading :)Complete
Mischief Managed | 𝘚𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘶𝘴 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬
{𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝟮} It all started with a kiss. Or better say, everything ended with a kiss. What Jenna Potter thought was going to lead her to a beautiful love story, quickly turned into a tragedy; only a week after Sirius Black stole her first kiss, Jenna caught him at school with another girl. Now, with her trust broken and her heart shattered, Jenna promises herself never to like another boy ever again. But little does she know that the universe has other plans for her. Not long after, she finds herself slowly falling for Remus Lupin. But with Sirius's feelings for her never truly gone, and her overprotective twin brother there to interfere in it all, Jenna finds her first four years at Hogwarts drowned in chaos. *** [Marauder's Era] [OC's age: 11-15]Complete
Seven (R.L)
For as long as Remus can remember he's had a hard life. Constant monthly mutilations of his skin, a absent father, and the trepidation of his blush inducing crush on Anastasia Fox. Anastasia Fox, who flirts with everyone, has matching fainter scars, and is completely oblivious to Remus' crush. So oblivious she thinks he finds her annoying beyond degree. - "You don't know?" Lily was faint almost silent as she asked the boys. "Know what?" Remus asked now concerned by the ginger serious tone and grave expression. Anastasia had just run out of classroom on the topic of werewolf's. "Her whole family was attacked and killed by a werewolf. She was the only survivor" "ᴬⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ʳᵉᶜᵃˡˡ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ᴵ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᵍᵒᵗ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ ᴾᵃˢˢᵉᵈ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᶠᵒˡᵏ ˢᵒⁿᵍˢ ᴼᵘʳ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˡᵃˢᵗˢ ˢᵒ ˡᵒⁿᵍ" UPDATES OFTEN (once or more a week) Started: JANUARY 3rd, 2023 Ended: Ongoing
Bittersweet (Wolfstar)
bittersweet - (adj.) something being bitter and sweet simultaneously Small, timid Remus Lupin has never so much as thought of someone with malice. He is pure and innocent. Yet still, people make fun of him for the scars that plague his body. Sirius Black is a sensitive, but tough, boy that genuinely just likes to listen to music and kiss girls. Harmless. Yet still, people make fun of him for the lies that attached themselves to his name. The only thing they have in common is that they want to no longer be alive. And, now, they both attend the same Depression Support Group.Complete
Regulus was a small boy, he didn't understand that what he's felt from a young age was not normal. He lived his life in complete fear for his mother and father he didn't know what he was feeling, was anxiety or depression, because he was so shelfted from the world, he should thank his parents. Right?.. that was until Sirius ran away, regulus knew how it felt to feel nothing to want everything to stop. But he didn't stop. He kept going pushing his body though un-thinkable torture to make sure he was the top of his class, to make his parents proud, something Sirius could never do. But all of his natural talent was wasted.. he was smart but he didn't know how to live.. until he couldn't any longer.. we're going to start this book the evening of the attempt..
More detailsContent Guidelines