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Eccedentesiast //Dan Howell

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eccedentesiast:

noun.

someone who hides behind a smile, when all they want to do is hide and/or die





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⚠️ WARNING: there is plentiful talk of SELF HARM and DEPRESSION used in this story, as well as talk and thoughts of SUICIDE. If ANY of these or other things are TRIGGERING to you in anyway, DO NOT READ THIS BOOK OR PROCEED WITH CAUTION. THIS IS YOUR ONLY WARNING.⚠️All Rights Reserved

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"He's fake." "He will never be successful." "HE'S A CHEATER!" "He disrespected soldiers." "He has a mask bc he's ugly, lol" "Such a little fucking cheater" "You're not a pro, u cheated, dumbass" Everytime he sees and hears this, it shatters both his heart and his soul. His friends have tried everything, but one sentence can silence millions. "In this video, I'm finally gonna quit." Cover Art by: @careously on twitter Started: 03/09/22 Ended: 05/27/22

Losing Him // phan by GypsyRover

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Gentry's Chance by BrookeDittmar93

I'm excited for this one! As I'm watching her being laid to rest, it occurs to me that I know less about life than I do about death. She's gone, and I'm still here. If she wanted anything, she wanted me to live, but as long as I'm here, I'm not living. Life is fragile, or so I've heard. Ashes to ashes dust to dust. If I'm going to live at all starting over is a must. Some are gone, but some are still here. I need to get out of here to somewhere I can trust. I've got little too lose and much to gain. No matter what anyone thinks, I'm not to blame. So fuck it. What is the worst that could happen? I'm going to pack my bags and see what happens. It's completely worth taking my chances. ~ Anonymous ~

𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 || 𝟏𝟖+ by ashluvfictionalmen

Two broken souls in the midst of a crazy world. Two souls running away from their past. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel was cracking, slowly closing in. When these two connect, as if they were set on the same path, light creeps in through the cracks, and for or a moment, the tunnel seems to have a way out, but what if it collapses before they make it? - "You saved my life." The words come out as a whisper, I've been dying to say that. I thank god every day that he came into my life when he did. "Fuck Vivian, you don't know how much I needed you." I tear up just a little as he speaks, I don't know the last time I cried happy tears. I bring my hands up to cup his cheeks, resting my forehead against his. "No matter how much I push, I don't mean it. Please don't give up on me." My words seem to relieve him in some way as I feel his shoulders relax. "Even when I'm gone, I'll be by your side, forever." He brings his hand, sticking his pinky out. "pinky promise."I wrap mine around his, placing a kiss on his lips. Warning before you read!! This is my first book! This book will contain topics of SA, eating disorders, and mature content, if any of these things may bother you in anyway, please scroll! I hope when I finish this book I can public a clean version, with a different perspective leaving out these topics, but for now, this is how i've envisioned this story to go! Enjoy -Ash🌸

We Met At Vidcon | Dan Howell x YouTuber Reader by Calybear7

You, a popular YouTuber venture toward the crowded Vidcon life for the next few days. You're excited to make new friends, meet fans, and screw around with you best friend. But you never expected to start a budding new romance now did you?

dolonia - tommyinnit by ttommyinnitt4

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Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

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A Mystery of the Ages: Delirious' Unmasking [Book 2] by tinywy_frost

"How do you expect me to do things that I know I can't do?" Staring. People always stare. So what do I do? I stare back. "I'm my own person! Just because someone does something, doesn't mean I'm going to do it as well!" After the incident with Zach and Ohm, Delirious is facing a new challenge. Is a face reveal worth it? How will people react? Does he think he can handle all the hate he thinks he will get? Find out in Book Two of the Mystery of the Ages series. DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU HAVE READ BOOK ONE! IT IS VERY IMPORTANT SO YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON!

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