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eccedentesiast:

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someone who hides behind a smile, when all they want to do is hide and/or die





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⚠️ WARNING: there is plentiful talk of SELF HARM and DEPRESSION used in this story, as well as talk and thoughts of SUICIDE. If ANY of these or other things are TRIGGERING to you in anyway, DO NOT READ THIS BOOK OR PROCEED WITH CAUTION. THIS IS YOUR ONLY WARNING.⚠️Všechna práva vyhrazena

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𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 || 𝟏𝟖+ od ashluvfictionalmen

Two broken souls in the midst of a crazy world. Two souls running away from their past. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel was cracking, slowly closing in. When these two connect, as if they were set on the same path, light creeps in through the cracks, and for or a moment, the tunnel seems to have a way out, but what if it collapses before they make it? - "You saved my life." The words come out as a whisper, I've been dying to say that. I thank god every day that he came into my life when he did. "Fuck Vivian, you don't know how much I needed you." I tear up just a little as he speaks, I don't know the last time I cried happy tears. I bring my hands up to cup his cheeks, resting my forehead against his. "No matter how much I push, I don't mean it. Please don't give up on me." My words seem to relieve him in some way as I feel his shoulders relax. "Even when I'm gone, I'll be by your side, forever." He brings his hand, sticking his pinky out. "pinky promise."I wrap mine around his, placing a kiss on his lips. Warning before you read!! This is my first book! This book will contain topics of SA, eating disorders, and mature content, if any of these things may bother you in anyway, please scroll! I hope when I finish this book I can public a clean version, with a different perspective leaving out these topics, but for now, this is how i've envisioned this story to go! Enjoy -Ash🌸

A Mystery of the Ages: Delirious' Unmasking [Book 2] od tinywy_frost

"How do you expect me to do things that I know I can't do?" Staring. People always stare. So what do I do? I stare back. "I'm my own person! Just because someone does something, doesn't mean I'm going to do it as well!" After the incident with Zach and Ohm, Delirious is facing a new challenge. Is a face reveal worth it? How will people react? Does he think he can handle all the hate he thinks he will get? Find out in Book Two of the Mystery of the Ages series. DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU HAVE READ BOOK ONE! IT IS VERY IMPORTANT SO YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON!

Gentry's Chance od BrookeDittmar93

I'm excited for this one! As I'm watching her being laid to rest, it occurs to me that I know less about life than I do about death. She's gone, and I'm still here. If she wanted anything, she wanted me to live, but as long as I'm here, I'm not living. Life is fragile, or so I've heard. Ashes to ashes dust to dust. If I'm going to live at all starting over is a must. Some are gone, but some are still here. I need to get out of here to somewhere I can trust. I've got little too lose and much to gain. No matter what anyone thinks, I'm not to blame. So fuck it. What is the worst that could happen? I'm going to pack my bags and see what happens. It's completely worth taking my chances. ~ Anonymous ~

eccendentesiast | spencer reid od evilerspencerreid

eccedentesiast: someone who hides their pain behind a smile. enemies to lovers _ disclaimer: i do not own criminal minds and in no way am i trying to make it seem like i do! (everything is purposely lower case)

Practice Makes Perfect (A Romantic Comedy) od Pollyf79

AMBY AWARDS TOP PICK 2023 ❤️ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ "You think I can't act like I'm into you?" He asks in a whisper. He reaches out, and strokes a finger down my cheek, and I feel myself shiver at the touch. "You think I can't convince everyone that I have feelings for you?" His eyes are darker than ever, and any sign of a smile has now vanished. The only word I can think right now to describe him is "smouldering". I have searched many great romance novels (and even more sub-standard ones), and I am yet to find a better synonym for that particular word. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Abigail Watson has always played by the rules. She also constantly strives to be the best at everything she does. So when her boyfriend Declan decides to turn their temporary break into a permanent break-up, she starts to seriously doubt her girlfriend skills. Her new flatmate Ric tells Abby she's not the problem, but how can she believe *him* when he's one of the most annoying guys she's ever encountered? However, when she needs a fake boyfriend to save face in front of Declan, Ric might just be the only man she can turn to . . . Practice Makes Perfect offers you some forced proximity, enemies to lovers, a dash of fake dating, pub quizzes, flatmate frustrations . . . And - of course - an annoying ex, because doesn't everyone have at least one of those??? ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cover by @LNRoberts1 ❤️

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Never Forget To Smile Markiplierxreader od xRavenclashx

You are a single child that is used everyday till you get "taken" but yet saved and taken far away from your everyday hell of life. How will your new life go with new friends and a new life? Read this xReader to find out more!!! This is a MarkiplierxReader Completed. There is a sequel!!! It's called 'Never forget You'

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The Eccedentesiast od satansmydaddyy

Eccedentesiast [ex-ced-den-tee-she-ist] (n.) Someone who fakes a smile, when all they want to do is cry, disappear, and/or die. *I won't give previews to avoid any spoilers* WARNING ⚠️ - Mature language/themes - Descriptive stuff that may trigger many readers - Self-harm - Suicide - And many more that I won't list to avoid spoilers *If any of these things trigger you, please be cautious. If you are suffering with any of the things listed, please seek help. Remember to do it willingly, don't hesitate to send me a private message if you want to talk about your problems. I'm here to listen, even if it's just for some advice. Currently under Revision, but is complete :)

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𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 || 𝟏𝟖+ cover

A Mystery of the Ages: Delirious' Unmasking [Book 2] cover

Gentry's Chance cover

eccendentesiast | spencer reid cover

Practice Makes Perfect (A Romantic Comedy) cover

dolonia - tommyinnit cover

Never Forget To Smile Markiplierxreader cover

facade // jeff wittek cover

Losing Him // phan cover

The Eccedentesiast cover

𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 || 𝟏𝟖+

Two broken souls in the midst of a crazy world. Two souls running away from their past. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel was cracking, slowly closing in. When these two connect, as if they were set on the same path, light creeps in through the cracks, and for or a moment, the tunnel seems to have a way out, but what if it collapses before they make it? - "You saved my life." The words come out as a whisper, I've been dying to say that. I thank god every day that he came into my life when he did. "Fuck Vivian, you don't know how much I needed you." I tear up just a little as he speaks, I don't know the last time I cried happy tears. I bring my hands up to cup his cheeks, resting my forehead against his. "No matter how much I push, I don't mean it. Please don't give up on me." My words seem to relieve him in some way as I feel his shoulders relax. "Even when I'm gone, I'll be by your side, forever." He brings his hand, sticking his pinky out. "pinky promise."I wrap mine around his, placing a kiss on his lips. Warning before you read!! This is my first book! This book will contain topics of SA, eating disorders, and mature content, if any of these things may bother you in anyway, please scroll! I hope when I finish this book I can public a clean version, with a different perspective leaving out these topics, but for now, this is how i've envisioned this story to go! Enjoy -Ash🌸

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