Forever In My heart
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MatureComplete Wed, May 31, 201733m
Prepare your napkins, it's gonna be the darkest and gloomiest fic ever.
On a calm fall morning, Billie hears the most shocking and dreadful news from his best friend and bandmate Mike.
Trigger warning: suicide, self-harm, depression, bullying, homophobia,
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