Loving him. Loving him was hard. Loving him was painful. Loving him was hurting me. But the thought of losing him was hurting me even more "Why are you doing this to me!!!" I screamed while tears streamed down my face." What do you mean, i haven't done anything, please stop crying Rose" he said it with so much sadness in his eyes. Then it hit me. Why the hell am I here, i am ruining the best day of his life. I can't stay here I need to let him go.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is a story about a friendship between Rose and Ryan. They have been bestfriends since high school. Everything was perfect until one day when Rose looked at her best friend realizing how much in love with him she was. For several reasons she decided to keep it a secret. But what will happen when Ryan accidentaly finds Rose's diary.....