"So what really happened tonight?"
My stomach dropped, why must he do this to me.
I shrugged, "I told you, we just were ready to go."
He nodded, "mhm, right after I got done dancing with Karin? What a coincidence." He giggled.
I rolled my eyes and looked at the tv. He sat up and looked at me.
"You're jealous!"
I scoffed, "boy please." I said, knowing damn well I was frontin'.
He continued to laugh, "awe little Sabrina is jealous!" He teased me and tugged on my arm.
"Move Devin!" I yanked away and almost began crying. I thought he'd assume that I liked him and make this easier for me to confess, but instead he's teasing me, and my sensitive ass couldn't take it.
He stopped and stared and wondered why I wasn't playing along with his joke. "Damn Sabrina, it was just a dance, you're always gonna be my best friend."
"Well I wanna be more than that!" I shouted, and made him jump.
I couldn't help it now, here came the tears running like a broken faucet.
I stood up and walked to the corner, holding my arms and cringing quietly.
Damnit, why did I say it?!! Shit! Fuck.
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"Look I'm sorry" he sighed running his fingers through his dark brown hair.
"For what?"
"For making you feel pressured, touching you, making you feel uncomfortable."
"Oh. it's fine, really"
Not that I was complaining.
I kind of liked it truth be told. I loved the attention he gave me, no guy has ever made me feel so wanted like he has.
Sure I had plenty of boyfriends before, but all of them cared about one thing and one thing only. Sex.
Of course, Porter did too he's a guy, I don't know, it just feels different.
Sure enough, I'll never admit that to him.
"No, it's not. I thought about what you said and I realized that I shouldn't be touching you inappropriately when I have a girlfriend. I love Renae and I wouldn't do anything to hurt her. It won't happen again I promise" he stuffed his hands in his jeans pockets and walked away.
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THIS MAYBE A BIT FAST-PACED AND NOT FOR EVERYONE PLEASE KEEP THAT IN MIND!!
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