My Heart Isn't Meant For Breaking

I couldn't help but fall in love with the man of my dreams. He's tall, blonde has beautiful blue-green eyes, very popular, and he's the quarterback of our high school football team. The bad part is I'm not supposed to be with him. See I'm a nerd, I'm not skinny, I'm not popular, and I'm very non athletic. But his best friend on the other hand... She's a different story. SHE'S AMAZING!!! But I also know about her crush on him. AND I caught them together. Alone. In a room. So I decided to get to the bottom of this... I need to know if he truly loves me or his best friend. I hate to be one of those girls but I just have too. What else am I supposed to do?