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Imaginary

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•There's a difference between being heard and being listened to. While others heard me, she would listen•


Before any TØP fans attack me, yes I got inspiration for this from the forest fic, but I'm going to make sure that I make it my own way as best as I can. Forgive me if I have slow updates, because I have school and I'm really not very good at planning things to write. I'm also going to go into high school soon which I need to focus on to get into college and hopefully be successful, but I'll do my best, I promise.

Last thing, if you think people who are depressed, anxious, or suicidal are just looking for attention, if you don't like LGBT+, my writing, or the story in general, please just don't read it. Because the last thing I need is someone bringing me down.All Rights Reserved

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