Expose
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Last published Tue, Jan 24, 2017
Dan models and when you're as famous as he is you tend to gather some pretty crazy fans. That's where Phil comes in, as his personal bodyguard. After having to spend every second with him, what started as mutual respect turns into something more. But there's something Dan's hiding from the rest of the world behind the smiles for the camera and messy signatures. What goes behind his closed doors is more dangerous than any threat Phil has to deal with on the outside. Can he figure out what's happening and save Dan not only from his fans but from himself?
Warning: This book gets into the topics of depression, anxiety, and existential crises. Please be cautious and read at you own risk.
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