Words I Did Not Say

How do you say he is the love of your life?

When I had met him, he was only a stranger that did not matter.
When I loved him, he became something I could not decipher.

How do I speak when my words stays inside?

I thought to tell my life based on if I never met him, so to understand.
I thought that I could bring him in the art of words, by my own hand.

How to not fall when we wished to rise?