To Be Loved-Ashton Irwin
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"What's something that you want more than anything in the world?" I asked her.
She looked at me with those big blue eyes of hers.
"I want to be loved."
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Amanda Myers.
18 year old girl with no home.
She was kicked out by her family because they couldn't handle her "severe depression "
Amanda has been suicidal ever since she was 12.
The only thing she wants most is to be loved.
Ashton Irwin.
20 year old spoiled brat.
Living in a nice home with his family and gets everything handed to him.
But he's got secrets of his own.
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When Ashton's mom sees Amanda out on the street behind their house and sees the broken girl inside she quickly takes her into her own home.
Everything turns out alright at first but when Amanda runs into her family, her depression is back and much worse.
Amanda soon shuts everyone out again that has loved her and that includes Ashton.
It's up to Ashton to try and get the Amanda that he's grown to tolerate back before it's too late.
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