Zero
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  • Reads 14
  • Votes 2
  • Parts 2
  • Time 6m
Ongoing, First published Jan 21, 2017
Zero.  He won't leave me alone.  He's just...here.  I need to get rid of him.  He won't leave....he says he wants people to know he's here...but he just won't leave.  I can't tell anyone that will try to get rid of him.  He sings, sometimes. He doesn't have a very nice voice, to be honest.  He just says "Pretty pretty red blood, dripping out the cut," in a tune over and over.  He makes me want to draw a rose and take it out of the paper so I can stab myself with the thorns.  When I was 8, he made me draw unicorns with blood covering their horns while everyone else was doodling flowers and smiles.  Zero says he loves me, so I kind of don't want him to leave.  Sometimes he cuddles with me when I feel lonely, or kisses my forehead when I'm scared.  After I cut, he kisses them, making little shocks go down my arm.  I'm in 8th grade now, and Zero has never left my side.  I'm Ryan Sterrol.  Here's the reasons I'm dead.
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