The Girl in The Corner

My friends say I'm a coward, but they have no idea what I've been through. I even can bet that I'm actually braver than the rest of them.
These days some weird and creepy things are happening, which make me look insane.
They say I'm insane. Not only my friends at school do, but also my parents even do. I thought, as parents they would encourage me and would never think that way.

I'm a loner, I have no friends because
1. I'm weird, that's what they say.
2. I don't talk much, so I'm not the kind of person who initiates a talk.
3. I'm not a cool kid, so they don't want to hang out with a kid like me.
4. I'm able to hear and see things they aren't able to.

I'm sick and tired of my life.
If you were me, what would you do?
Self-harming?
Committing suicide?
Doing evil things to those whom you dislike?

Another thing that bothers me is that the guy that I like seems to dislike me.

This is the story of mine.