Ever have that feeling your being watched? The freak out and look behind you every 10 seconds feeling? Well that’s my life. Every move I make, every word I say- Scrutinized. I wasn’t even popular in school, or have many friends at all, so this is all so new to me. Looking back I don’t think if knew then what I know now, I would’ve signed up for open mic night two short years ago. At 23 there were few thing in this world that surprised me. Now at 25 everything in my life is a total chaotic surprise. One record released, two more contracted to be recorded within five years, new “friends”, new home, new problems. I would like a do-over.
Brush my teeth, get dressed, go to school and do homework. That's what my life was about, occasionally going to parties. But when a new kid comes to school and turns your world upside down, your best friend turning into your enemy. And me, turning into something that isn't exactly human. Things could get pretty strange. Especially with a life like mine. It would take a lot of work to actually survive, but to live at the same time is just exhausting. But it's all worth it. I can now call my life one word: Unpredictable.