When you least expect it

Ever have that feeling your being watched? The freak out and look behind you every 10 seconds feeling? Well that’s my life. Every move I make, every word I say- Scrutinized. I wasn’t even popular in school, or have many friends at all, so this is all so new to me. Looking back I don’t think if knew then what I know now, I would’ve signed up for open mic night two short years ago. At 23 there were few thing in this world that surprised me. Now at 25 everything in my life is a total chaotic surprise. One record released, two more contracted to be recorded within five years, new “friends”, new home, new problems. I would like a do-over.