I Can't Keep Pretending
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Last published Tue, May 23, 2017
Luke was always pretty open when it came to feelings.
He liked a girl: he told her.
He didn't agree with something: he stated it plainly.
He was open with every feeling except for one. One he had tried to hide for so long. One he had tried to forget about over and over and over again, yet it still kept coming back. The thing was, this feeling would be completely normal for him to express... if only it was towards a girl. He had never approved of gay couples, rights, etc along with his family, yet here he was fawning over this guy.
But this just wasn't any guy...
it was his best friend.
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