Remember to Breathe

He wishes he could stop the things -- the things, he's sure are everywhere, anywhere, nowhere, but here. He falls into another bed, another place, he doesn't even think he knows this boy's name. No one seems to notice, not the brothers of the fraternity, "Oh, Lou's a laugh!" not the football coach, "Brilliant game last night, Tommo." Maybe someone does, maybe it's the right boy, the right face, the right Harry. The Harry from his maths class, the Harry that knows his friends, the Harry that knows it isn't dust on the tip of his nose or on the collar of his shirt. He just can't seem to find the right body in the dim lights, the right boy in a stanger's bed, the right Harry when he's so, so, so terrified. -- University AU, heavy drug and addiction references, Louis and Harry relationship, sadness, lots, lots, lots of sadness. There might be a happy ending.