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I'll always love you

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"Joan"...."Here, and I prefer John."
  John is a he NOT a she, how many more times would he have to say that? 
  
  When Alex and John, two internet friends, met nothing could go wrong, right?

Tw; self harm, rape, abuse, transphobia, homophobia, suicide, death throughout.All Rights Reserved

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More Like A Memory by peoplespetpeeve

Alexander Hamilton is a nerd, who can't seem to find the one. He's a classic outcast, but that all changes with one history project. Hamilton's partner on the project, John Laurens, is the exact opposite. He's a stoner, in love with turtles, and has lots of friends. When the two actually work on the dang project, they connect instantly. John notices Alexander's lack of friends, and decides to introduce him to his. That's what changes everything. 👽 not related to any other story on my account 👽

You Look Perfect (lams) by pansmexual_lams

Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica

The Pretty List ~ A Lams AU by 98Unicorns

well, here we are. everything is inside 😌 - this story has so much effort into it, like y'all imma cry???? how- if you wouldnt mind really hyping this up then ty, god im so proud???? important: i do not share the same views as all the characters, they are a character and not me, do not have a go at me please. thank you best ranking #3 in lams (thank you guys so much!!!)

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Uncertain- Lams Highschool fic by caastielspn

A story about lams. I'm shit at descriptions I'm sorry.

My Name Is Alexander [LAMS] by Purple_Ghost_1782

Alexander was now living with the Washingtons, they had recently adopted him a few months ago. Lafayette was like Alex's brother, he was also adopted by the Washington family. For once in his life, he was happy. Lafayette introduced him to his friend group and ended up joining the "Revolutionary Crew" or that's what they like to call themselves. He has a family that loves him, good grades, good friends. Everything was perfect. Except one thing. He never told them that his name is Alexander, not Alexandra.

You Will Be Found || Lams || COMPLETED by starstruckham

John Laurens wish he could say that he loved Peggy. After all, they have been a pair since high school. Although he couldn't deny that he cared for the Schuyler sister, in his third year of college, a new potential number jumps into the equation, leaving a helpless John Laurens confused and breathless. ~ Alternating POVs between Alexander and John. Alex only speaks through his journal entries, and John's POV is entirely narrative. ~ REGULAR UPDATES!!!

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ by axstheticbean

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} by MamaTurtle4427

Alexander Hamilton is broken. He's the new kid with a tragic past and a strange look at a school where everyone knows everyone, and he's the latest in a long line of targets for... well, everyone. He wants to hate people so much that he doesn't want to meet his soulmate. Ever. John Laurens is broken. But no one knows it. On the outside he looks fine: just your average hippie, always smiling, always toting around a ukulele that he plays in the halls for anyone who frowns. But what they don't know is worse than anything they've ever experienced. In a world where everyone has soulmates, what happens when two very different boys connect in a way that no one would expect? Characters belong to Lin-Manuel Miranda/Hamilton/Uh... Their historical selves??? Cover art by BeckyShecky ⚠️ Warning: Mature language, derogatory language, abuse, rape, self-harm, suicide, murder, death ⚠️

MOTHER'S DAUGHTER | GEORGE/WILL/ALEX/NIALL by mothersdaughters

[alex] i need you [will] you fucked with my personal freedom you psychopath never text me again

$Thinking Of Me {Lams} (COMPLETE) by Micah_Eagle1$

(THIS STORY IS COMPLETE) John has always been able to hear the thoughts of people who liked him. He's always heard girls voices all around him. 'He's so cute!!' 'Oh my gosh he looked at me!!!!!' John has always been gay so this gets annoying rather quickly. 'Wow...he's incredible...' Then one day John hears the voice of his best friend Alexander Hamilton... 'Nobody is this adorable...it should be a crime...' Despite being shocked that he was hearing a boys thoughts... 'Could he be more amazing?' Maybe John has fallen for his best friend too... (THIS STORY IS COMPLETE)

Reunion by peoplespetpeeve

- six years later - Alex meets John John meets Alex Again Will they fall in love once again? Will friends come back together? Will Jefferson stop being an asshole? Find out for yourselves by reading this COMPLETED

Candy - Mullette (Discontinued!) by MeatWorshipers

TW- dysphoria, Transphobic/Homophobic behavior, slurs, sexual assault ~ Marquis De Lafayette was born a female, he grew up knowing it wasn't right though. When his best friend, John Laurens, introduced him to the LGBTQ+ community, Lafayette immediately knew he was transgender. He fell head over heels for his other best friend - Hercules Mulligan - in high school. How will this whole thing go down? (No longer being updated. This is old and not well written LMFAO)

Hold Me Close - Lams Modern AU (Completed) ✔️ by dearmichaelmurphy

Modern Lams AU Alex is starting fresh with a new school, new challlenges and new people. How will he handle it all? ~COMPLETED~

🧋 Boba and Wheelchairs 🦽 Lams by k01_f1sh_cut13

John Laurens is a trans man. He always has been and never forgets it due to the constant reminder of idiots telling him "Tranny". Yay. But when he wakes up in bed naked with his best friend Alex Hamilton, he begins questioning anything and everything. Please let me know who did the cover so I can credit them :) TW: light smut, violence, swearing (censored), and mpreg (google it I'm too lazy) Enjoy ^w^

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} by strawberry-peaches

This is a sequal to "This Guy {Lams}" Nothing would make sense so read that first. Every chapter will have one of these TW: Smut, mental illness, self-harm, suicide, rape or mentions thereof

InterWebs{}♥️Lams♥️ by Diagon-Audie

"It all started with the internet...." ⚠️ Warnings⚠️ -depression -thoughts of suicide -also remember to be safe on the internet! Y'all don't know if there are some pedos out there! Btw Johns more dominate because I feel like he doesn't get enough credit sometimes. This gets very angsty #2 InternetLove -8/11/18

Hamilton One Shots by tellmeaboutits

Mostly lams... and mullette and Jeffmads with some philiodosia mixed in for good measure.

lovely - lams (✔) by emily_shantelle

Alexander Hamilton is a freshman at King's College. He meets Lafayette, Hercules Mulligan, the Schuyler Sisters, and of course John Laurens. Alexander has a fiery personality, but can be rather awkward and depressed at times. He feels like he doesn't fit in, that is until he meets John. John is an outgoing person, always looking for a new friend. When he and Alexander don't click right away, he's determined to get to know him. Read how they learn about themselves, and each other. Written by @emily_septic_eye, All Rights Reserved © Started revising 1/11/2020. Cover artwork by @caw-chan on tumblr*https://caw-chan.tumblr.com/ Cover made by @emily_septic_eye* https://www.wattpad.com/user/emily_septic_eye

Forever and Ever // Lams by ssweeterthanhoneyy

Alexander Hamilton was the new senior along with one other boy, a beautiful one, more stunning than he had ever laid his eyes on. He felt like it was love at first sight, but with all the drama with their friends and family, will they be able to stay together forever and ever?

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More Like A Memory cover

You Look Perfect (lams) cover

The Pretty List ~ A Lams AU cover

Uncertain- Lams Highschool fic cover

My Name Is Alexander [LAMS] cover

You Will Be Found || Lams || COMPLETED cover

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ cover

Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} cover

MOTHER'S DAUGHTER | GEORGE/WILL/ALEX/NIALL cover

Thinking Of Me {Lams} (COMPLETE) cover

Candy - Mullette (Discontinued!) cover

Hold Me Close - Lams Modern AU (Completed) ✔️ cover

🧋 Boba and Wheelchairs 🦽 Lams cover

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} cover

InterWebs{}♥️Lams♥️ cover

Hamilton One Shots cover

lovely - lams (✔) cover

Forever and Ever // Lams cover

More Like A Memory

Alexander Hamilton is a nerd, who can't seem to find the one. He's a classic outcast, but that all changes with one history project. Hamilton's partner on the project, John Laurens, is the exact opposite. He's a stoner, in love with turtles, and has lots of friends. When the two actually work on the dang project, they connect instantly. John notices Alexander's lack of friends, and decides to introduce him to his. That's what changes everything. 👽 not related to any other story on my account 👽