Crumbling down (Tmnt fan fiction )

This is idea came from @mariam_62!
* This is a Raph biased book! It focuses on Raph!*
*TRIGGER WARNING*
-THIS BOOK HAS TOPICS NOT ALL BUT INCLUDING:
-SELF HARM,-EATING DISORDERS (ANOREXIA ETC.)- PURGING -BINGING -ABUSE -ETC.
If you are sensitive and are triggered by such topics please do not read! Thank you :)

" Fat. Worthless. Nothing. Loser. Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat."

I stop the listing and just continue to repeat the three letter word, it radiating on my tongue as I whisper it as tears just continue to flow. Thinking of all the pain and suffering that I kept in side .

I shiver in the wind as if ripped by.

I grabbed the bloodied knife and stroke hard and ruff on trembling skin.

Pain moved threw my shaking body.
I knew it was going to get infected but, I didn't care.
I knew I was done with my life it was over I could care less.

I looked down and saw darker blood pump out of the gash in my skin.

I balled up on the cold damp roof top and cried knowing I was far from crumbling down I was broken!

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A/N
Stay strong and proud my owls!!

I do not own tmnt or any pictures!!

So this idea came from her and I just put it into motion!!
Thanks guys!!