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bear // phan - book one

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phil has tourettes, his most common word is bear.

tw: drugs, suicide, self-harmAll Rights Reserved

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ASL// PHAN by sammy_lynn14

*COMPLETED* Dan has gone to this school for his whole life, its really the only place where he effectively communicate with people. Dan Howell is deaf, always has been, and how he sees is always will be. When Phil Lester transfers to his school to try and help students with school, he meets Dan. You see Phil can hear, but is fluent in ASL as well as Dan. When they start communicating, they sign the one thing that can make or break their strange relationship, whatever you would want to call it. "I'm gay" "Me too"

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Midnight || Phan {Complete} by somesortofuser

Daniel Howell and Phil Lester have gone through a lot together. ***TRIGGER WARNING- SELF HARM / SUICIDE ATTEMPTS / DEPRESSION / HOMOSEXUALITY /SAD/ANGST***

KIK•Phan AU by amorousaffections

"Hey PJ, how've you been?" "Who's PJ? • Bad grammar and such intended • Trigger Warning: depression, mentions of suicide ### -completed as of 3/1/16-

The L Word (phan short story) by jessiisnotonfire

a phanfic **warning, contains suicidal thoughts, depression, and anxiety**

My Everything by phan_senpai

"I will never love anyone. I will never feel the need to say some sappy shit like, 'You are the love of my life. Everything I have and everything I am is yours forever', okay?" ///in which phil is a player who doesn't want to commit and dan is a hopeless romantic///

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) by phanwhitets

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome

I love you by emmenim

I love you so much. WARNING: SMUT

$Depressed | Phan {EDITING} by mi_cro_wave$

"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words -abuse -alcohol addiction -rape -murder ~ #144 in Fanfiction ~ completed - 25/9/16

phan oneshots (book one) by yayyphan

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ASL// PHAN cover

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KIK•Phan AU cover

The L Word (phan short story) cover

My Everything cover

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) cover

I love you cover

Depressed | Phan {EDITING} cover

phan oneshots (book one) cover

ASL// PHAN

COMPLETED Dan has gone to this school for his whole life, its really the only place where he effectively communicate with people. Dan Howell is deaf, always has been, and how he sees is always will be. When Phil Lester transfers to his school to try and help students with school, he meets Dan. You see Phil can hear, but is fluent in ASL as well as Dan. When they start communicating, they sign the one thing that can make or break their strange relationship, whatever you would want to call it. "I'm gay" "Me too"