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My Heart Is What Makes Me So Complicated! (ManxMan) *On Hold*

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Reads 19,142
Votes 594
Parts 30
Time 9h 11m

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bisexual hetero mysterious-guy mystery southern transgender twin

Thing's for Omar and Derek are... complicated.

Omar works and co-owns a T-shirt/Accessory shop with a sassy and not-so-good- view on life. To him love destorys as well as it can build, but all he's seen is its destruction. Now in his early thirties he meets Derek.

Derek Rubio a southern gentlemen at heart (in his own way) has just overcame a number of tragedies. Such as a an abusive relationship and one that commited suicide. So his veiw on life is semi-bitter. 

When Omar and Derek meet at an engagement party, Derek is Twenty-three and doesn't know what to think of Omar that is Thirty-two. At first things are ok but then quickly turn ugly. Omar is drawn to Derek but Derek wants nothing to do with him. 

Suddenly its like fate keeps making them cross into each other's paths. At the same time it seems to work against them in a Romeo and Juliet plotline. The odd's stack against their favor quickly so its not going to be easy.

Jenny Sampson from A Jock's Tale was telling her little brother about this on Christmas eve?All Rights Reserved

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