"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not a mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition and of unspeakable love." -Washington Irving Note: Trigger Warning. There will be self harms, suicide, depression etc. I these things are not for you please do not read! This is my own original story but it is based off a real breathing human's life. Thank you for your time. P.S. this will most likely make you cry... Updates: Whenever I feel (I plan for this book to be finished by at most 5 months) Started: January 25, 2017 Ended: -------