Present or Past?
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Ongoing, First published Jan 27, 2017
"Jane.. sorry sa lahat ng nagawa ko. Patawarin mo ko Jane.." pag mamakaawa nya. shit. after almost 3 fvcking years na niloko at pinagmukha akong tanga? Eto sya ngayon?

"Jaydee pwede ba? tigilan mo na ko! NILOKO MOKO JAYDEE! Minahal kita! pero anong ginawa mo? NAGAWA MOKONG LOKOHIN!  3 years akong naging tanga jaydee! 3 years! " hindi ko na napigilan. 

hindi ko na rin namalayan na kanina pa pala ako umiiyak. Damn! Parang bumalik lahat ng ala-ala naming dalawa.

"Jane please.. Give me a chance. ipapakita ko sayo na nagsisi ako at may rason ako please Jane." Damn those words! Thats making me weak. Pero pinipigilan ko. dahil ayokong masaktan si Jade.

Hindi ko na kaya pang pakinggan ang mga sasabihin ni Jaydee sa harapan ko. Its breaking my heart into pieces. and its killing me. kaya tinalikuran ko sya. 

"Oh Ella. San ka pumunta? Kanina pa kita hinahanap. Anong nangyari sayo? umiyak ka ata?" sunod sunod na tanong ni Jade. Buti nalang nakita nya ko.

"Im okay Jade." sabi ko naman. kahit ang totoo ay ang sakit sakit. "Teka. kukuha ako ng makakain mo." pagpapaalam nya sabay punta sa Buffet Table. 


*Boogs* Napatayo ako ng bigla kong nakita si Jade na nakahandusay at may bahid na dugo sa labi Jade. Wtf?! Anong nangyayari?

 "JADE! ANONG NANGYARI SAYO?" tanong ko sakanya. "JANE! sino sya?! Kaya ba ayaw mo na kong kausapin? dahil ba sakanya!?" Shit si Jaydee. hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. "Ella? Mamili ka.. Ako o sya?" Tanong ni Jade.

Di ko na alam kung sino sakanila ang pipiliin ko. Napakahirap ng sitwasyon ko. Kaya tumakbo ako palabas ng warehouse habang umiiyak at hindi alam kung saan pupunta. Basta ang alam ko lang ngayon. Kaylangan kong umalis at huwag munang magpakita sakanila.
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