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Different ∞ z.м. *ON HOLD*

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"I loved her, 
  but the dark side of her, 
  the girl can play innocent,
  but her demons are what drove me wild, 
  her secrets, her pain, her darkness,
  that's what made me love her."

~m.m.



****WARNING****
This book was originally written when I was fourteen, meaning that I made many writing errors as well as kind of lame ideas. Throughout the years and many late updates you may or may not see my writing mature a bit throughout the chapters of this book as I am now seventeen. All that aside, I've decided to finish this story since I never seem to finish anything anyways. So I sincerely mean it when I say it does get better, although at some parts are confusing.   

Enjoy the read and thanks for giving my story a chance.   

~Sarah xxAll Rights Reserved

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He's the bad boy. Im the shy girl.

Meet Riley brooks. Age 18. She was bullied her hole school life so she is shy round people but that's not the only reason shes shy, Riley's beaten by her father. She's always blamed for her mothers death. She's now depressed&cuts. Shes scared off people, she always thinks there gonna hurt her. Meet Zayn Malik. Age 20. People our scared of him and he is very well known. Ayana's mum and dad died in a car crash when Zayn was only 6 so he lives with his grandad who don't Evan talk to him. Because zayns grandad is rich that makes Zayn rich, he gets what he wants when he want,he don't give a fuck. He is known for being a player with the girls. The thing is when you get to know Zayn he is just a big kid hiding behind a mental wall. So what happens when the to opposites live opposite Will they find out each others secrets?! Will they be more hate then love?! Or more love then hate?! What about death?! Will they get their happy ever after?! Or maybe plain deserter?! ********* I'm too scared to even look inside this book I know it's sad and just awfully written... I will work up the courage to rewrite I promise! It's short and an easy read. ... I swear I'll stop being scared soon and I'll reread it and the write it again from scratch with this book being my base line.