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Ongoing, First published Nov 11, 2013
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"I loved her, 
  but the dark side of her, 
  the girl can play innocent,
  but her demons are what drove me wild, 
  her secrets, her pain, her darkness,
  that's what made me love her."

~m.m.



****WARNING****
This book was originally written when I was fourteen, meaning that I made many writing errors as well as kind of lame ideas. Throughout the years and many late updates you may or may not see my writing mature a bit throughout the chapters of this book as I am now seventeen. All that aside, I've decided to finish this story since I never seem to finish anything anyways. So I sincerely mean it when I say it does get better, although at some parts are confusing.   

Enjoy the read and thanks for giving my story a chance.   

~Sarah xx
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