Recovery || Phan
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Dan experiences severe deep emotional trauma after events took a turn for the worst, one night at a friends party. That night would change his life and make sure he would never be the same.
While Phil tries to be there for Dan, Dan just refuses to open up and pushes Phil farther away.
Not having told anyone of the events of that night, Dan struggles to fight a war within himself, a war that he is surely losing the will to fight any longer.
After friendships are put to the test, secrets are revealed and hearts are broken.
Can Phil mend Dan's broken heart whilst trying to keep his together?
Note: Sorry for being super vague in my description guys, i like to leave a little mystery. Also this is my first phanfic ever so im sorry if this is trash and im trash.
TW://If suicidal thoughts, explicit descriptions of non consensual sex and smut trigger you then this is not something for you to read. This is highly mature in content and definitely not for young children. Also alot of swearing is used.
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