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Secretwriter1221
Ongoing, First published Jan 28, 2017
Mature
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"Listen.... I do not want to talk about this." 
My voice was monotone and seemed raw. Toni just looked at me as tears developed in her eyes. Her fist balled up, and I could see her blood start to boil. Her hands shot up quickly and grabbed the collar of my shirt. My body was instantly jerked toward hers. Her eyes began to shoot daggers through mine. 
"You never want to fucking talk." She said through her teeth. Even though her eyes began to develop tears, she never changed her glance at me. 
"Cut the crap... Tell me what is wrong!" Toni demanded. "Fucking tell me!"
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(Author's Note: Well... Hello.. Anyone reading this. 
So first thing first. This will only be a few chapters... Cause... I want it to be like three to five chapters. 
Second thing! Yes, I have other stories (Mute Girl and .:Alone:.) which I need to work on. Right now, I have major writers block and have been going through something. Some sort of funk.... So an event happened to me recently and I have been thinking about it and that brought this book. So... yeah. 
Third thing! I will probably go back and re-edit the chapters majorly until I get them to my liking. I... Need some time right now. I need to write this to let out certain emotions, but it isn't very good. I will edit it over time. 
Anyways... If you like this, please tell me? Or like it? Either works. Thank you so much!
-Insanity :The Author: )
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Secret Mind ✓

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"She's right! She's right! I don't cut in the right spot." My hold tightens on my wrist. The red blood oozes out of my wrist. I slide up and grab my bag and run out of the bathroom. I don't care if people can see the blood I just want to get out. I race for the doors and shove through people. I earn a lot of glares and glances that read "weirdo." I ignore and push. I run to my house and lock myself in my bathroom. I don't bother closing the front door cause I don't care if people come in to kill me. I grab my razor and cut deep cuts into my arm and wrists falling into a pool of my own blood. • • • Evangeline has a great life. Friends? Check! Good grades? Check! Loving family? Check! But what if she has secrets that nobody knows of? What if the only thing she can trust is her secret diary? What if slowly but surly she's dying inside? How can an innocent twelve year old deal with these problems? Will she keep on facing these problem till the day she breaks. Her school burns down forcing her into a different school to meet different people and she has to fit into a different lifestyle as well. Meet Evangeline. Now at 17 years of age in a new high school. Not all girls anymore. No uniform. Meet Drake. Your classic bad-boy. He just moved to Saint Abigail high school. He is assigned partners with the quiet, calm, unnoticed Evangeline. As time progresses he finds that she isn't as happy on the inside as she is on the outside. Can he save her? Or is it too late? • • • Some rude language. Depression and cutting. Don't say I didn't warn you. Okay, I wrote this at the start of this year (may 2016) and I had very poor writing skills. This book hasn't been edited and the whole idea is cliche so I wouldn't recommend you read it but I'm not stopping you, either. Read at your own risk. • • • Copyright © 2017 by -moonlust. All rights reserved.

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