Pretend

I have a secret that I can't tell anyone
I'm smiling like this
See me looking happy but
I didn't know I would be like this

I'm ashamed to even say this
But now I realize,
Pretending to be happy again, pretending to be happier
That's who I became

Every time this happens
I hate myself even more
When I miss you, when I long for you
When I want to lean on you, when I want to go back
I pretend to be happy again, I pretend to be happier
I didn't know it would be like this
I hate myself for doing that
That's who I became

Wrap up lyrics :-)
From suzy bae 수지배