A Girl Who lived in Her past

I'm a pretender. I do smile but deep inside my heart I'm sad. I'm broken. And I don't know when, where and who will fix me.

Happiness doesn't exist in my life when I left the man of my life, the man who gives my happiness, the man that supply my laugh and smile and the most important is the man that taught me how to love and to be loved.

But now he's not mine. Anymore and will never be mine again. The most painful part here is I'm the one who push him away. I'm the one who told him that I didn't love him anymore. And now I'm the one who cant move on. I'm the one who lived in my past.