Psychotic (ON HOLD)
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Last published Sun, Feb 5, 2017
"NO LET ME GO RIGHT NOW! "Calm down sweetheart, you're going to be fine, just relax now." I could only here those last three words before I slowly felt myself slipping into darkness wondering if I would ever return. You're probably wondering what's going on, well I'm not gonna tell you exactly what happened. I'll tell you things that lead up to it. For starters let me introduce myself. My name is Ellie waters and I'm 17. I used to go to lakeway high school back in Toronto. I'm now living on my own in Las Angeles California. I needed to move away as far as I could to start fresh
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