If I Stay (A Dan Howell Fanfic)
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Last published Fri, Feb 10, 2017
Andie finally moved away from her abusive boyfriend. She moved into her new apartment. As she moved in, she heard yelling. She recognized those voices anywhere. It was her two favorite Youtubers Dan Howell and Phil Lester. They are the people who gave her the hope to leave her abusive boyfriend Aaron. As she finally gets comfortable, her worst nightmare comes true again. Now she has a choice, will she flee and move from London to America or will she stay and fight of her past and become stronger? Her big question is If I Stay what will happen?
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