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Gone Until Further Notice [NaNoWriMo 2013, not edited]
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Ellen "Nell" Monroe, though young, knows better than most the bitter, numbing taste of depression. Her shame forces her to hide her pain from those around her, even as she spirals further and faster towards suicide. She begins to engage in activities she would have never pictured herself doing, with people whose mere appearances once frightened her. As strong as she is, will Nell be able to pull herself out of the hole she has dug or will she continue down this path of self-destruction? ****NANOWRIMO ENTRY 2013, NOT EDITED****
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