Complicated

Alicia has suffered all the consequences of her decisions that she took sometimes in favor of her feeling or sometimes in favor of her betterment but it always gets complicated somewhere. This time she chose both of what her heart tells and what her mind do. When she finds a friend who she is attracted to and so is he. It get's complicated when she starts pushing herself too much with lies and avoiding the truth. It gets messed up again when she start developing some feelings again after a long gap of time. It never works when you run away from realities and try to lie and start pretending to be someone who you are not. when you start fooling your own self.

Don't we all go through complications in our lives, When you take a risk for a person who you think would understand your love or get changed by it but they never do or when they do it's already gone. Sometimes you want people to understand you but maybe sometimes it's you who need to understand or sometimes it needs them to be expressive and putting efforts even if it fails. It gets complicated when we start keeping things in minds and not taking it out. when we assume because we fear the truth to be more painful than lies even when we assume the truth that we don't even know. We all have fears so did Alicia has, of getting hurt and broken hearted again so she started pretending and living something she never was but it was much needed and it made her life more twisted when she realized it.